Music: Eli
Summer '19, New York City
I left the yards and driving far just to feel pretty
My life became you, thought you owned the city
I tried my best to be the one but you weren't with me
I'm looking for answers in spite of the silence
Like I'm only a child but feeling old enough to die
And I wonder if you hate me
And I hope that you're alright
You know I gotta leave and you're not coming 'long this time
The worst four years of my life
And the best lips I ever kissed
When "I wanna marry you one day"
Becomes a "How have you been?"
I can't see you like that
No, I can't see you with him
But if you really need to talk, you know where I've been
You can find me on the dance floor
You can make up in the bathroom mirror
You can find me on the way home on the L line underneath the tunnel through the East River
It's over now, it's in the past, I'll be alright in a different state
I took a shot, I threw it back, oh, what a time, what a different place
Bridges burn and tables turn, then play that song we used to hate
Now I only love you through the DJ
Through the DJ, through the DJ
Now I only love you
Summer '25
Like I'm out of my mind
I cannot help it but think about you every time
They play that record, that one that you like
Please don't bring the lights down
That's when my tears start to cry
Tears start to cry
Stuck in my head
Tears start to cry
Don't look for me, but if you must
You can find me on the dance floor
You can make up in the bathroom mirror
You can find me on the way home on the L line underneath the tunnel through the East River
It's over now, it's in the past, I'll be alright in a different state
I took a shot, I threw it back, what a time, what a different place
Bridges burn and tables turn, don't play that song we used to hate
Now I only love you through the DJ
What is wrong with me? I don't know. Maybe I just never am like sincere with myself, maybe I'm always just kinda like
Ah-ah
Nah, ooh-ooh-ah
Nah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
On my own without you
Ah-ah
Ah
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah