Lyrics: Tiad Hilm Sejati
Music: Muhammad Luthfi Adianto/Naufal Bahir
Many moons I've been calling you
Nowhere to be found, where are you?
God, I'm in pain, please paint me blue
I've been asking your friend, they won't tell me shit
No, don't tell me to go, rather be standing here
Got a hole, yeah, in my heart
Want you to see how massive it is ever since you went
Now that I've realized, you left me here
Begging you to stay, pleading on my knees
Won't believe it 'til I've seen it with my own eyes
That you're already ascending
24/7, five stages of grief
All the heaving in my heart wasn't leaving
'Cause I'm always stopped at the fourth
See, I can't overcome this deep sorrow of mine
I can't help but to shake these glasses of wine
In choked desolation that I've been hiding
Sorry if you can't hear me, all radio silence
Now that I've realized, you left me here
Begging you to stay, pleading on my knees
Won't believe it 'til I've seen it with my own eyes
That you're already ascending