Dear When You Want

You text me “baby” when you’re bored and alone You call me darling when you need me on the phone You say you miss me, you say I’m your favorite one But when you’re good, you just turn around and run I see right through your fake little smile You only love me for a little while You use my kindness, you take all I can give Then leave me broken like you never did You only call me dear when you want me When you don’t, you talk so trash about me You spread your lies, you try to bring me down You twist my name all over this dirty town You only call me dear when you want me When you’re done, you hurt me without showing mercy I’m not your toy, I’m not your game to play So save your sweet words, just stay away You act so nice when you want something from me You act so cold when you’re done with everything You tell your friends I’m crazy, I’m too much You paint me black when I used to be your touch I see right through your fake little smile You only love me for a little while You use my kindness, you take all I can give Then leave me broken like you never did You only call me dear when you want me When you don’t, you talk so trash about me You spread your lies, you try to bring me down You twist my name all over this dirty town You only call me dear when you want me When you’re done, you hurt me without showing mercy I’m not your toy, I’m not your game to play So save your sweet words, just stay away You think I’ll stay and take your stupid lies You think I’ll cry and beg you by your side But I’m awake now, I see you clear I’m not your backup, not your second gear You use me up and then you throw me out But I won’t let you twist me all about You only call me dear when you want me When you don’t, you talk so trash about me You spread your lies, you try to bring me down You twist my name all over this dirty town You only call me dear when you want me When you’re done, you hurt me without showing mercy I’m not your toy, I’m not your game to play So save your sweet words, just stay away Dear when you want me Trash when you don’t I’m gone, I’m gone Don’t call me no more