Lyrics: Wyclef Maunge
Music: Wyclef Maunge
Oh I’m wasted all the time
But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame in my mind
I lay my head down will i make it past tonight
Hold on wait
I’m a fake
Looking in the mirror i can barely see my face
Regreting all the times i asked somebody for some space
Cause all i need right now is someone to friend，I need a friend
Man I’m faded
I’m wasted
Complaining that i can’t take it
But no changing
Amazing
Now will i ever face me
Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
It’s a cycle stuck in maze
Crave euphoria i can’t change
Palpitations i can’t tame
Ask my momma check my vitals even though I know I’m a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made out last year
If i die right now then would i go and finally heal all of the pain
But I’m afraid that if die then god will never ever save me
When i look into my mirror
All i see is a boy turned to a creature
So much pain inside can’t see his future
So he sheds more these days it’s like a river
Hide behind the drugs inside my brain
It’s a cycle stuck in maze
Grave euphoria i can’t change
Palpitations i can’t tame
Ask my momma check my vitals even though i know I’m a nurse
She has no idea her son barely made out last year
Oh I’m wasted all the time
But i need drugs inside my veins to stay alive
Abuse myself in hopes that i can tame my mind
I lay my head down will i make it past tonight