loneliness

Lyrics: Anthony Tubbs/Theodore Ravhanza Music: Anthony Tubbs/Theodore Ravhanza They like memory and that ghost hit Laying round 'til that coke hits Why the **** am i lonely When my bank account is on 'oh shit' I cannot be sad, so i'ma get angry Yell'til my throat itch Then i'll wake up, under rain clouds While my old house, is foreclosing I hate the past, but it's all i see Like a bad bitch, it might swallow me And that one cop is still calling me Cause they still stuck on that robbery They got no leads,and i'm impatient I might turn to an inpatient For the truth, yea i've been waiting My mental fades as i'm pill taking I felt like chance on the acid Back when ifell in love with my passion **** it, now i do drugs in the attic Mom i swear i won't turn to an addict Never thought i'd be a has been Song a week, but i'm losing the traction I don't dream anymore,i see blackness All alone in this room, like a casket All alone is this room with a jacket Keeping me from the way i've been acting All the money and fame that i bask in They look at me and they robbin like baskin So much time and the money and practice Burnt away, my career is in ashes I can't salvage the wreck i'll move past it Now i'm back in the cycle of average