Lyrics: Lasse Mellberg
Music: Lasse Mellberg
Redrama “Serotonin”
Chorus:
I was doing so well back then
So what the hell happened..?
I had to face it, a scary moment
I’m running out of patience and serotonin
Verse-1:
Time to get back into it, my rapping stupid
For me’s a mental health hazard losing my track of music
Only thing that I’m happy doing, have to pursuit it
Only way my soul and brain getting tapped into it..
That next plain, no time to explain
I was born with a stressed brain in a depressed state
I never realized it ’til I got older
I couldn't see the lies ’til I got sober
They say I'm rapping too much about the same thing
Can not give **** if you not entertained
They gonna believe what they wanna believe
I just wanna feel free, I just wanna be me
Lately I been filled with fear and self-doubt
It's like I'm disapearing with the grey clouds
God won't you listen here I need your help now
I guess it's clear like Royce and them I have to write myself out
Chorus:
I was doing so well back then
So what the hell happened..?
I had to face it, a scary moment
I’m running out of patience and serotonin
Verse-2:
Was on a mission, but lost my vision to long depression
Was slowly sinking and overthinking my hope was distant
No defence couldn't hold against it my soul was twitching
no recognition of love 'round me I'm so indifferent
So this the cross-roads, this shit here
takes a hundred songs to get there? no problemo comprende
It's no decision I'm going all in this now no regretting
Me and my flow yes we mos def co-dependent
Have to make it I'm trapped playing with half a brain and
Been through sadness and stages of madness and the baddest rage man..
I decided to tell it like it is, hell it is what it is makes no difference if
No one listening spit my lyrics til this tick sickness just killing me quick.
Or I'm rid of this shit and I live in bliss and with every breath giving thanks for the gift of my health
Chorus:
I was doing so well back then
So what the hell happened..?
I had to face it, a scary moment
I’m running out of patience and serotonin