Lyrics: Mirsery
Music: Mirsery
5 years like the past tense
Had a heart attack like i wasn't that man
Got only one penny and a life span
How am I even matter if I can't go back then
Trinity huh I've been living here
Sanity nuh Now im leaving here
Like the pioneer but all I got is pen and mirror
Surrounded by the liars feeling like I'm Justin Bieber I'm
MIA you dunno what I need
When I looked up in the sky all I saw is Jesus
So I slowed my pace and I erased my face
Everybody wanna go back but no one made it
Huh
You don't know
How I beat all the demons homie you don't know
How I survived from the underworld you don't know
Back at the days I have writer blocks you won't know so
Ay get this beat going
I have flashbacks no one will be mourning
Bloody valentine with only me knowing
I hate to wake up and realize it's a new morning hah
It's like a phantom universe
Everybody's so real but in reverse
Lost some people I love to find my Artemis
But consequence is that I can't ****ing write a verse
Should I give up
What's the meaning
I'm a drifter
With no leaning
I know what I did
But I would try everything to erase all my sin
I wrote this mixtape dedicated to all of my people
I don't want to die at 29 without leaving a ditto
Treading waters got all my feelings mixed inside a tangle
How am I suppose to beat depression if I couldn't handle
My life
As I reach out my flow
heard people judging but I just go with the flow huh
We don't get to choose at this point but everybody knows how I'm supposed to be divine
just vibing to chill beat
Forget that u know me
Headphones on like I'm Addison Rae
Like all the fame just naturally fade with the rain
It's all a simulation why don't we drop the pretend
We all end up lying we all end up dying
How could you just walk away without even trying
Murder on my mind I don't do temptation
Keep ur hunnid and ur penny I don't need salvation
You know
I keep saying I'm depressed how I feel like a joke but reality is not
I looked back to my faults to express all my thoughts
How am I even gonna cope if I sell my soul
Unfold the truth been told behold the lies untold
Ain't nobody gives a shit about your struggle
You just a cameo
accept it
I'm writing this for myself so ill keep it short like a haiku okay