Lyrics: Rachel Brassfield
Music: Rachel Brassfield/Louis Hahlweg/Pierre Olivier-Courtier
I've been putting it in overdrive
I got too much shit that's on my mind all the time
I know I should just enjoy the ride
When I try I overdo it, I get too lit, I'm
So high I swear I hear God breathing
What if I'm turned around and it's the Devil scheming?
Getting in my head and f*cking with my demons
Even my thoughts deceiving me
Leaving me with no peace and
I'm a step away from doing something bad
Taking for granted everything I ever had
Facing a path where there ain't no going back
I'm under my own attack
Gray matter now blue and black, I-
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a, I'm a
Overwhelmed is an understatement
Man I'm so beyond inundated I'm debating
If it's enough for me to be sedated
I've been avoiding the voice in the void
The devil's waiting
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a, I'm a
It's sobering to stand near the abyss
I'm closer than I've ever been before to this
Second thoughts try fighting off all my impulses
Ignorance isn't the bliss that my oblivion is
I'm a step away from doing something bad
Taking for granted everything I ever had
Facing a path where there ain't no going back
I'm under my own attack
Gray matter now blue and black, I-
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a step away
I'm a, I'm a, I'm a