animus (feat. xona)

Lyrics: heylog ‎ Music: heylog ‎ Heylog? Xona In the winter my hair turns dark, and the tips curl When can I learn how to meet a girl? Hurry back, need to defend the available angles I swear I've made contact with monsters and angels In the winter my skin dries after a shower Don't care for the sun but I love all the flowers You missed my call, now she thinks she has the power Do what you want, just know that you are a coward Oh hi, didn't see you waving by It's not like you're wasting my time Finding out what it's like to be the light 'Cause you, um, don't know where I'm coming from Your life's only just begun I can show you what it's like to feel numb 'Cause I hate when I'm alone I've witnessed what she honed It burns me through my core So tell me what's— And I don't wanna waste my time See a blur of image that I like Seeing nothing but girl who tries to lie And you wish that I'll fall again just to show your other friends But I know I'm adamant, toxic is your finest edge Day by day it's on myself, feeling weaker on my guilt Told no one I needed help, it's on myself Need to get my life together climbing up steep hills Enjoying the sunset under the windmills I cannot stand here, nor can I sit still I'm not on anything nor do I take pills I'm done with everything nor do I even care Do you want attention? Laugh all you want I'm just tryna be nice here And I don't know why, I don't know why I think I'm normal, maybe a little weird Do you think I'm here? maybe something's not clear I got my morals, tryna meet my peers Don't need a sign on why I need you, right?