Lyrics: Jacob Loaiza
Music: Jacob Loaiza
AirIng out
Airing out pieces of you
To replace the broken pieces of you
Airing out
Airing out pieces of you
To replace the broken pieces
This chapter of my life is finished
From the concrete grew a rose
Days feel like minutes, without you they just come and go
And even through betrayal, I believed in us, I still had hope
You tore me into pieces, what's left of me? A broken soul
I learned to put myself first, I had to push you in the past
I tried to slit my wrist, but God gave me a second chance
I survived your love, and now there ain't no lookin back
But I am only human, I have to make the image last
I searched pain in the poetry
All the lies that you told to me, made me finally realise you were finished and over me
Why was I so naive, so easy to manipulate?
So hypnotised by you, I mean I wasn't even thinking straight
You murdered who I was, you got blood on your hands that will never wash away, I hope you understand
You left me for the woos, you took the happiness I had
What happened to those promises, the future we had planned?
Airing out
Airing out pieces of you
To replace the broken pieces
Dealin' with the aftermath, brought me to my lowest point
When I close my eyes, I can see your face and hear your voice
I'm just tryna find way to heal myself and fill this void
There's no other option, no decisions left, I have no choice
Pressure creates diamonds, I redefine my identity
This music is my outlet where I channel all my energy
My peace is serenity, it's how people will remember me
I'll always be a part of you, i'll be your darkest memory
We were so toxic
Our love is chaotic
I turn to narcotics to ease all the pain
I couldn't just stop it
I could've just lost it
But through all the trama, i finally changed
**** all the drama
**** what I wanna
The feeling is gone and no longer the same
Everything could've been perfect but now you deserve to be lonely and living in shame
Thank you for leaving me, you never needed me, you would repeatedly tell me to stay
What did I see in you? I regret meeting you
How did I deal with you everyday?
What did I mean to you? I wish I was dreamin' you?
Now I'm so glad you aren't runnin' away
I should've listened when everyone told me that you weren't the one that i wasn't a phase
It was over before it started, no happily ever after
Endless conversations and none of 'em even matter
Every kiss was poison, n' losing you or cancer
I was too obsessed, I should've noticed all the patterns
Our fate is intertwined, it's just as lost as me
In Purgatory suffering or somewhere in between
You created distance so of course I'm out of reach
You got what you wanted, and that was a common thing
You could be replaced but first I need some time to ****ing breathe
I need space, my damaged brain is full of things I can't delete
I wrote this song about you even though I know it's obsolete
I can't put trust in someone else, that's one mistake I won't repeat
Airing out
Airing out pieces of you
To replace the broken pieces...