Benny's Farewell (Ft. MoCo, Jurdan Bryant)

Lyrics: Mohamed Conteh/Jermaine Quattlebaum/Jurdan Bryant Music: Brandon Rorie I dun seen a lot don't say too much that's what it did to me First check for a flip phone and some land y'all niggas weird to me Objects in the phone don't be as real as they appear to be Peel a piece to build the peace That height we reach be Bitter sweet Niggas talking crazy why Moco ain't goin let it slide Watching Richie find his purpose making sure I'm still alive Facetime with my momma can you see am I still inside Paper cut to pieces boy I died at least a thousand times Water ain’t for drinking just washing blood off your jersey My favorite place to sleep is with bitches who don’t deserve me I think I got a thing for them making me prove I’m worth it Don’t tell me you really love me just tell me it won’t get murky Treat these verses like my therapy Treat these urges like I’m uh Still been searching for that version of myself to be okay And I’m him And I’m on 10 It Ain’t no trends to get no wins I lost some friends to get these ends But I repent I think I did too much I want the top spot dreamin in this bih All that Cap bitch I’m a shark I’m Willie Beamen in this bih And Heaven is a spot can we go see while we here? Need it while we here Need it while ya here You say ya care for me care for me I thought that you be there for me there for me I thought you say ya care for me care for me I thought that you be there for me Care for me
Where you coming from Where you running I’m from where you stand for something not for nothin I remember I was what I wanted as a kid it was mid in them blunts Baby lungs how he swim with a shark Drunk as hell High as heaven Lord forgive me for my sins At my best they show love At my worst they throw stones Got questions It’s the answers what be taking them so long Got homies that ah never hear this song Got people that ah never see my face I know people who ah never do me wrong I know Heaven just as close to where you stay Know your enemy is close so hear me out It’s a penalty they holding me my route Impossible the Mission was insane The difference is I never gave a **** The sentiment forever is the same The medicine for pain What happens if you never knew your way I hope you never see the day
Everytime I fell I got the **** up That’s on me and shit I do this for me and all my dawgs cus we done seen some shit Some I still ain’t speaking with Love still In my heart I’m just at peace with shit I Plead the fiff
I don’t have no time to sort out grievances Sometimes know, I need to vent, I Don’t feel the same nomore Can’t call how my weeks is spent On Auto pilot Allah take the wheel please I can’t drive long She say she sick and tired me making all sad songs I cant embellish baby These are my confessions baby Pack we let it burn in the room with out the discretion baby I Don’t need direction baby I been out here stepping latley Tryna be the one, ain’t know room for 2nd guessing baby Need that out this bitch still running laps I can’t relax Lost my mind I’ll get it back This my rehab Nothing holding me back Fake love please keep that Way over there don’t need that
I want the top spot dreamin in this bih All that Cap bitch I’m a shark I’m Willie Beamen in this bih And Heaven is a spot can we go see while we here? Need it while we here Need it while ya here You say ya care for me care for me I thought that you be there for me there for me I thought you say ya care for me care for me I thought that you be there for me Care for me