I wish that I was out of my head
And I wish that I could see all my friends
Cause I just really understand that I have problems alone
And every day is a ****ing blur and I don't know where to go
I wish that I only looked to you
When I'm stuck inside with nothing to do
And every time I meet somebody, I wish I was cool
And I don't really want to be here cause I still think of you
Lack of an effort, lack of a pleasure
Every day I wish, hoping for better
But I know that it's not for isolation
But I'm wanting to find my motivation
I think I gotta make money because I think if I do
I'm living like I'm successful but I know that it's the truth
And I know of the pretentiousness that I feel I got in you
And I want you to know that it is all cause of you
A girl I've dated, that I loved
Who took advantage and ****ed me up
I drink too much and I don't stop
And I think of doing hard to trust
And I wish I never got the chance to meet you
And I wish I had known better
And I wish you were sorry so that I could forgive you
But I'll never get that closure
I wish that I was out of my head
And I wish that I could see all my friends
Cause I just really understand that I have problems alone
And every day is a ****ing blur and I don't know where to go
I wish that I only looked to you
When I'm stuck inside with nothing to do
And every time I meet somebody, I wish I was cool
And I don't really want to be here cause I still think of you