Is This What You Wanted

Music: Caleb Harper/Ashton Hardman-Le Cornu/Peppa Lane/Kieran Lama [Verse 1] Write this down on my headstone It wasn't what I hoped for I’m twenty four and I'm older I still got a world of doubt on my shoulder
[Pre-Chorus] That's been eating me alive From the inside out What am I supposed to say? That I’m happy now?
[Chorus] Walk the block in the morning Were the weekends always this boring? Fall asleep in the shower The water runs for an hour Sit alone at the table Check the fridge, chicken [?] This is all that I hoped for That I was grown when I left home
[Verse 2] Gotta rest his head in the nighttime I haven't slept that well in a good while I'd takе pills just to calm down But I don't need one more thing to depеnd on
[Pre-Chorus] I've been home for a week Pushing through the pain But I'm still the same kid I was in two days
[Chorus] Walk the block in the morning Were the weekends always this boring? Fall asleep in the shower The water runs for an hour Sit alone at the table Check the fridge, chicken [?] This is all that I hoped for That I was grown when I left home
[Bridge] There's this weight in my chest It keeps my head down, shortens my breath It flattens my heart, fuels my regrets I'm scared it’ll hold me till I’m dead
[Chorus] Walk the block in the morning Were the weekends always this boring? Fall asleep in the shower The water runs for an hour Sit alone at the table Check the fridge, chicken [?] This is all that I hoped for That I was grown when I left home