Lyrics: Musa yusuf
Music: Musa yusuf
Alright
I try to let people in but it feels weird
But when I am down
I pull myself up
And just force a smile
I wasn't always like this
But my life's shit
My dad will never call me a freaking bastard
My mom gone be so freaking proud
That
her baby got a nice talent
(Got a nice talent)
But all this words are lies
My mum is against me
Got only one support from the whole family
I'm no monster just a black sheep
Familia say my name is Moses
But I keep moving and poking no holes
And keeping my nose clean
Name maybe thaloner but I am not fully a loΓ±er
ADHD got me seeking attention
from my fams and loved ones
But I am still me
I guess
Life's ****ed up
But am still me
Till this day
I'm still okay
And am thankful that's all I wanna say
I Wasn't always like this but I had dibs
Made my way to the top with no friends
Knew no end
when it came to life
I was always lonely
Name was thaloner
But then it all changed
when I started to let people in my life
I stopped hurting myself with them knifes
Got rid of my old self
flames glitch is gone
killed by my alter ego
I tried to never let people in
and they tried to nver let me be free
Always in the corner
Never a good brother
But then talked with my sister
And got a better offer
Though it's still cold in my heart
(Cold in my heart)
All I wanted was the warmth of your touch
(Warmth of your touch)
Maybe it's ADHD
But I still thank GOD (God)
For blessing me
With you all
I remember every smell
Every one
Every friend
Every face and still no way to forget it
Shut myself out from the word
Yet I feel like I could drop the world
Lonely and never showing
Always sad but never bold enough to say it
I wasn't always like that but I always wear a mask over my ****ing face
Whenever I don't feel safe