Lyrics: Derek Sands/Gabriel Landi
Music: Derek Sands/Gabriel Landi
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Nine months I spent
Laying in bed
Feeling emotions I swallowed then bled
I came up too fast
Got me the Benz
Not like the car, like the kind that kills you fast
As I fall into weakness
I'm trying to beat this
Social anxiety's got me so speechless
But I'm feeling fine, all kinds of alright
Okay that's a lie, I'll admit I'm not right
Maybe I just need more love
I just need more trust in life (in life)
My knees need a sweet relief
From kneeling down and praying all night
I'm close, close to the edge
I'll lie low, start saying less
As time goes by to the mess
I did it to myself
Now I'm getting overwhelmed (yeah)
My thoughts, up and down in my head
Can't stop myself from nearing the edge
My thoughts, up and down in my head
Demons I can't outrun in my bed
I feel alone
Guess none of my homies really need to know (need to know)
Lately I don't feel like we have been real close (real close)
Never been too good at talking through my phone
So the line's gone cold
I'm not used to reaching out
Even when I'm falling down (down)
If you couldn't see by now
By now
I'm close, close to the edge
I'll lie low, start saying less
As time goes by to the mess (goes, by to the mess)
I did it to myself
Now I'm getting overwhelmed (yeah)
My thoughts, up and down in my head
Can't stop myself from nearing the edge
My thoughts, up and down in my head
Demons I can't outrun in my bed