Life That I Have Built

Lyrics: choiboi(초이보이) Music: choiboi(초이보이) Can someone tell me if I will not find a way? Even though I don't know What my way even is 'Cuz I'm so impatient like that Impatient for what? I don't know But something feels so out of place Or maybe that's because I've been so Unstable all my life Stable feels weird right now I've been through lots and now I'm settled and feel guilty I know I should be getting used to this please help me I am so grateful but at the same time I want to Escape this life that I have built Hypocritical is my name 'Cuz I've been wanting this for long And now that I have attained it I feel like I want to set free This is why I have to Live alone forever I've been through lots and now I'm settled and feel guilty I know I should be getting used to this please help me I am so grateful but at the same time I want to Escape this life that I have built Can someone tell me if I will not find a way? Even though I don't know What my way even is