Lyrics: 近藤美紀
Music: 近藤美紀
I know I should let you go…
But I don’t know how.
I’m still here.
I watch myself from far away
Like I’m a stranger I can’t save
Every promise I once made
Still echoes but it’s fading
I say “I’m fine” like it’s a rule
But I’m just hiding from the truth
I know what I should do
But I’m still running back to you
I try to stand, I start to fall
I build my walls just to watch them crawl
I hold my breath, I lose my ground
I hear your name in every sound
I’m not strong enough to let you go
Even when I know it hurts me so
I keep chasing who I can’t become
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
I see the one I can’t be now
In every mirror, every doubt
I keep breaking every vow
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
I count the nights I almost left
But fear is louder than regret
I close my eyes, I feel your face
Like I’m still trapped inside that place
I swear I’m done a thousand times
But every lie still sounds like mine
I know this road is burning me
But it’s the only one I see
I try to move, I freeze instead
Every word is left unsaid
I lose myself to save your name
And nothing ever feels the same
I’m not strong enough to let you go
Even when I know it hurts me so
I keep chasing who I can’t become
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
I see the one I can’t be now
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
I see the one I can’t be now
In every mirror, every doubt
I keep breaking every vow
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
Maybe someday I’ll breathe again
Without your shadow in my head
But right now I’m still here
Holding onto what I fear
I’m not strong enough to walk away
Even when my heart is begging me to change
I’m still reaching for a ghost
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough
I see the one I can’t be now
Fading every time I bow
Still I’m here, I don’t know how
I’m not strong enough, I’m not strong enough