Sleeping all day,
You'd think I've had at least some good dreams.
But I'm all out of luck it seems,
Cause my disease wants to see me leave.
Do I even try?
Or should I let this eat me?
Do I even try?
Or do I check out early?
Do I even try?
Should I let my spirit sink?
I know that this is all in my head
But my head wants me dead
(I could never leave you,
I could never leave you alone.)
I know that this is all in my head
But my head wants me dead
(I just wanna see you, I just wanna watch you explode)
Floating far away,
But close enough that I perceive the pain -
Like an ending instead of phase.
When things get better and I stay the same.
Do I even try?
What if I let this beat me?
Do I even try?
Cause I hate the way I treat me
Do I even try?
Don't want to let my spirit sink.
What are you wearing?
When you're not caring?