Lyrics: Lil Cometboi/Josua Natanael
Music: Yosua Albert Simanjuntak
I tell you what you want
and never what you need
cuz i don’t wanna talk
to someone who gonna leave me
you say that you won't
**** that i'll never believe it
it’s my little secret
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
**** it happened again omg!
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate
cuz it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair
just cuz it happened again omg!
oh my god
it is all a facade
i swear i really don’t wanna be here w u anymore
even my body hurts
think i’m gonna fall on the floor
i wanna stop bein like i’ll just walk away thru the door
don’t wanna let you go but i’m scared at the same time
i don’t wanna let you know so i act like it’s all fine
but the man you want me to be isn’t me
now you got me asking myself..
should i just let you be a throwback?
so we both have
another shot at real love
and you know that
i don’t think that this ever gonna work
solely cuz i don’t wanna be hurt that bad again
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
**** it happened again omg!
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate
cuz it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair
just cuz it happened again omg!
goddamn
how did i become so obsessed?
don’t know why i hate me so much
the fault is no ones
but myself
all cause i wanted you for myself
waking up at 2am (from a nightmare)
theres a stranger in my bed (not that i care)
putting all these empty dream (into a cup)
feel like i’m in a drought
you say that i’m the issue oh my god
kinda believe it more everytime you say it
and honestly i just wanna break me
so stop looking for me
i really wanna run free
one two three
make myself think i don’t need you
this shit's too good to be true
it happened again omg!
this shit's a losing game
i don’t know why i play it
when i know i won’t make it
**** it happened again omg!
should i run away
and just dissipate
or disintegrate
cuz it happened again omg!
the deliberate
hatred that you get
from me isn't fair
just cuz it happened again omg!