Lyrics: Kiana Lucin
Music: Kiana Lucin/Kenny Pham
You leave me with nothing
if you'd have been more kind.
Make sure I'd feel something
your shadow to break my mind.
See darkness when the sun shines bright
but shades on they still hear me cry.
Rain will look black and white
I tried hard to find the colour of the sky.
I'm fighting the demons you left here
they tell me I should always feel scared,
that no one will come, when I am alone by myself, nobody will help.
Don't come anymore closer, I
think I need to recover my sanity
Making a monster out of me.
Can't hold back any longer, this
heart's been through too much tortune insanity.
making a monster out of me.
No one saw me angels' falling
I keep hurting they're not learning.
fearful faces pick up paces.
they start praying: who will save us?
Hearts been tortuned, won't last longer
Don't come closer can't recover insanity
making a monster out of me.
Making a MonStER
monster
a monster
monster
Makinga monster
You've shown me there's nothin to live for
rotton apples gulton admires to my ocean.
My heroes turn villians you've made sure
fall like dominos right under my nose.
Corpses wash ashore, you
show yourself once more.
I found you,
bury in my bones I'll take you out too.
Don't come anymore closer, I
think I need to recover my sanity
making a monster out of me.
Can't hold back any longer, this
heart's been through too much tortune insanity
making a monster out of me.
My blood is cold my heart's been frozen
My skin is torn after you've worn it.
My sanity's making a monster fantasy.
Find it hard to say
when I'll be okay.
Sorry for the things I've said
and I've lost control all over my head.
No more dreaming of our happy ending
Pulling roses where the boys are going.
And this feeling for there's nothing that can give me back My SoUL.
a monster
Making a monster
monster
making a monster
My blood is cold my heart's been frozen
my skin is torn after you've worn it
My sanity's making a monster fantasy.