medicine

I don't wanna fall in love And fall apart again Idk if i'm ok enough so i keep taking medicine To give my head a rest But what did i expect I don't wanna fall in love And fall apart again Idk if i'm ok enough so i keep taking medicine To give my head a rest But what did i expect I don't wanna fall in love And fall apart again Idk if i'm ok enough so i keep taking medicine To give my head a rest But what did i expect I said i'd give him everything but everything meant nothing But i still stayed so i could feel i'm holding on to something I feel like a burnout Lie n say that i'm better on my own now Ok,Alright I'm starting to feel nothing when lay awake at night Ok,Alright I'll fool myself with every other lie I still think of every word you said to me Trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine I swear to f**king god that one day you'll be dead to me But right now just to hear your voice i swear that i'd do anything I still think of every word you said to me Trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine I swear to f**king god that one day you'll be dead to me But right now just to hear your voice i swear that i'd do anything I don't wanna fall in love And fall apart again Idk if i'm ok enough so i keep taking medicine To give my head a rest But what did i expect I don't wanna fall in love And fall apart again Idk if i'm ok enough so i keep taking medicine To give my head a rest But what did i expect