Music: Avery Cochrane/pj frantz/Kevin Farzad
Did you get what you need?
What you wanted?
Catching up on your sleep?
Really staying on it?
I caved to the depths for you
Even became a bad friend for you
Want to know how I grieve?
It’s demonic
So’s the way that you leave
Use and discard it
Lost fights to my quiet nights
So I’m trying like every vice
I know, I know it’s far from ideal
But you don’t get to tell me how I can and can’t heal
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
I could’ve been anything
Chained to your fantasy
Favorite accessory
Made for a movie scene
Could’ve been surgery
Fixed you mechanically
But where’s the respect for me?
Where’s the humanity?
So I know I
Neglect my intellect
Deflect another ego death
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
Desperate for connection
You’re not feeling the love
Now I’m losing your attention
That’s a one-two punch
Think, behave in a sentient way
Lost track of my meaning just to get you to stay
Some kind of pseudo-science
I’m on my own damn island
I’ve got a tourist passing through, so I picked up the night shift
Now here I go again
When will the cycle end?
Call me a liar as I recommend
Showing out, showing up
Showing I’m forgetting ya
Party lungs, dance drugs, sex, etc
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
(She was a)
Hopeless romancer, spiritual cancer
Traded it in for the traits of a dancer
Ooh, look what you made a girl do
Sex, etc
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Sex, ex, ex, ex, ex, etcetera
Etcetera
Etcetera