Lyrics: Jaïnda Buiter
Music: Anton de Bruin/Paul Van de Calseijde
I am still caring and carrying everyone’s problems
I should be loving myself so I’ll finally blossom
I wonder why I always depend on what others keep telling me to do
I know in the end I should just do whatever makes me feel good
I sleep a lot to drown out all the sad thoughts in my head
Is this how it feels to be 20 I heard growing hurts bad
I don’t even know yeah I don’t know how this all works I guess I am still too young
I will keep wondering and asking loads of questions
How can I become
Who I want to be
When I don’t even know who I am right now
I need more ways to figure it all out
The way that my mind works makes me overthink my decisions
I want to make sense of my life and set my own conditions
Try loving my body every time I peek in the mirror
I will never change not for people who think they know better
Things we learn things we see
Same for you and me
Chase the dreams that need to be
Things we learn things we see
Same for you and me
Chase the dreams that need to be
How can I become (can I become)
Who I want to be (I want to be)
When I don’t even know who I am right now (I am right now)
I need more ways to figure it all out (to figure it all out)
How can I become (can I become)
Who I want to be (I want to be)
When I don’t even know who I am right now (I am right now)
I need more ways to figure it all out