Lyrics: Brandon Avila
Music: Brandon Avila
You carved your name
into the walls of my mind.
Every echo hurts,
but it keeps me aligned.
You taught me fear
as if it tasted like love.
I learned to shake,
and you called it āenough.ā
You never saw the shadows
you planted in my chest.
You said they were nothingā
they grew when I confessed.
Now Iām breathing monsters
made of everything you do.
Every nightmare that I carry
has your fingerprints in blue.
Iām a garden full of poison
and it all comes back to you.
Look what you createdā¦
monsters made of you.
I tried to run,
but the dark kept your shape.
Every corner whispered
that Iād never escape.
You loved my breaking,
you loved the trembling truth.
You called me fragile,
but Iām stronger than you knew.
I stitched myself together
with the lies you left behind.
You thought you wrote my endingā
I rewrote the storyline.
Now Iām breathing monsters
made of everything you do.
Every nightmare that I carry
has your fingerprints in blue.
Iām a garden full of poison
and it all comes back to you.
Look what you createdā¦
monsters made of you.
If you ever hear me crying
in your memory at night,
itās the echo of the creature
you trained me to fight.
You built a darker versionā
sweeter, deadly, true.
A masterpiece of chaos
sculpted just by you.
Now Iām breathing monsters
and they finally feel like mine.
I turned all your disasters
into something by design.
Iām a world you canāt return to,
a truth you never knew.
But every scar still whispersā¦
monsters made of you.