to moon(forward twenty)

Lyrics: 13NAMES Music: 13NAMES Arranger: 13NAMES I don't give a second thought about me The topic between my family's teeth looking it back I am just someone waiting at the laundry throwing the dirt into machine that's me reflecting from mirrorball's sphere not growing up inside this plain body dreaming about big city fantasies but don't know how to cease what is bleeding what a time rushing forward 20 but guess what matters is I turn into someone I just hated who knows about what I just did putting the metaphorical tricks but only I get from mirrors praises I hate me driving from my home to far away dream there won't be nothing bleeds for seeing things clearer than better me Taking the chance is just not me I'm looking sunsetting leaving the sadness for me to tease family are lying friends are lying indecisive not to think about it how I love it is how I deserve it people lying I decided