Lyrics: M1rrorF0g/CHANGERCATNOLIFE
Music: M1rrorF0g/CHANGERCATNOLIFE
Arranger: Sun7y1n300_/CHANGERCATNOLIFE
M1rrorF0g：
Are you the wind that moves the dying rose?
Or just the silence after music stops?
I feel your breath where no one ever goes —
Among the broken swings and tilted tops
The garden grows but never sees the sun
Its petals bloom in shades of violet-gray
I water them with tears when day is done
And pray they learn to hold your ghost someday
I long for your love to still endure
Yet I'm aware you're but a fleeting blur
From your grasp, I can't break free
In my illusions, you're here with me
Are you a ghost, not flesh and bone?
But why does this devotion feel so known?
Am I awake, or lost in haze?
My heart's a void, no love ablaze
I long for your love to still endure
Yet I'm aware you're but a fleeting blur
From your grasp, I can't break free
In my illusions, you're here with me
They call me mad, my mind astray
But I cling to this charade, day by day
You've vanished from my inner screen
Is my love too much, a stifling scene?
If you choose flight, I'll still adore
Your shadow lingers evermore
I long for your love to still endure
Yet I'm aware you're but a fleeting blur
They say I'm dreaming — maybe that's the truth
But dreams are warmer than the waking floor
I'd rather age inside this fading booth
Than step outside and find no you, no more
So let the castle crumble stone by stone
Let every mirror shatter into sand
I'll stay right here — delirious, alone —
With nothing left but flowers in my hand
I long for your love to still endure
Yet I'm aware you're but a fleeting blur
From your grasp, I can't break free
In my illusions, you're here with me
CHANGERCAT：她希望我是goodboy
希望我不爱她
我想当个coolboy
但不晓得拽啥子
she say
我的梦想太大了
no more
我感觉我太傻了
这个type no my mean
我的梦想不止第一
I got VVS
she call me bi——ch
在你离开以后我也对着你录像发呆
两个人的季节 为啥只留我一人在这
她和她的心情 捉摸不透的inside my mind
cuz fall in love 但我现在已经不在这儿
犯错 团伙 when I be a man for
我在长大 但是回忆还是烂的
她说她的过去已经死了现在也不需要我
我不相信这个 我还固执的还盼着
太多首rap 不想去看
我也不想现在那么怠慢
唉 我的心
其实早就死在十五岁
贬低和抨击让我不能保持那份冷静
我清楚我不行我想这是命
求你们闭上嘴巴
求你们别再捧杀
求你们不要再夸我
求你们闭上嘴巴
求你们别再捧杀
求你们不要再夸我
我早说
他们都看不起我
不是因为这个 我 确实太颓废了
看错 我们其实并不在意对方到底咋了
我不想说话了
（Mastering@Eason beats）