Lyrics: Netsubi Shirakawa
Music: Netsubi Shirakawa
I don't leave my home anymore
I don't even open the door
I don't really know what for
But of one thing I am sure
There is no way I'll be leaving ever more
My life has swiftly turned into existing all alone in solitude
Thriving in my fantasies, that in my head I've brewed
Feelings of despair no longer mean anything to me
After having my reality subdued
Talking to myself to melt away the pain
Luckily my friends are all here waiting in my brain
Answering my every thought it never gets mundane
No, I've nothing to complain about
See, I am not insane!
I don't leave my room anymore
Everyone who knocks, I ignore
I don't even know what for
I'm not going to the store
And the outside I've no interest to explore
The only thing I still regret is letting go of you
Repeatedly, I replay the day you learned the rotten truth
Constantly I wish one day we'll have a rendezvous
Now all alone I'm crumbling down in lieu
I don't leave my brain anymore
I don't even talk like before
'cause my sanity I tore
When I started to deplore
That the person I became I now abhor
The day you left me all alone I lost the very reason for my toil
How could I keep moving on, digesting that recoil?
Paranoia latently began to seep into me
Realizing that my life was surely spoiled
I don't leave my home anymore
I don't even open the door
No, I think it'd be a chore
With the blood that's on the floor
So there's no way I am leaving evermore