Lyrics: James Iheakanwa/Blessed Samuel Joe-Andah/Antonio Zito
Music: James Iheakanwa/Blessed Samuel Joe-Andah/Antonio Zito
Another deadly cocktail, so call my bluff
It’s time to blow the whistle now and that’s enough
Why am I procrastinatin’? Who am I debatin’?
Is there a reason why I’m waitin’? Who am I betrayin’?
Prolly the ones that I ever loved
You know we never grow up and remain forever young
I got a bag of that funk and it hits like Tommy Guns
You know my man always has it, with or without the funds
Feelin’ like we are the ones
Ever since I left the nest, I done move ‘em quick
Gave you drugs and drama, feelin’ like a hypocrite
When you losin’, why they tell you you’re a winner?
Don’t even recognise the image lookin’ back in the mirror, uh
Found myself on the thirty-ninth floor
On the way to God, oh
I’m so charged, oh
Lost me when I lost you
Where’d you go? Oh
There you are, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, yeah
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find my, yeah
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find my
Man, it’s pure for the power, for the pleasure
Man, I’m feelin’ down, I’m feelin’ [?] depression
My mischievous ways catchin’ up has got me stressin’
Why won’t I settle down? I could never learn my lesson
But the old me say “**** that shit, gotta keep on riding, dog”
If you ain’t livin’ to die, then tell me what the **** you riding for?
This angel on your shoulder isn’t loyal
And when it’s time to go to war you told me “Who gon’ ride for you?”
Fall back in the trap, that’s just all it takes
My pride’ll be the death of me, makin’ mistakes
So we’re lookin’ for some substance, take the pain away
If the pressure keep on buildin’, I don’t know if I remain the same
Found myself on the thirty-ninth floor
On the way to God, oh
I’m so charged, oh
Lost me when I lost you
Where’d you go? Oh
There you are, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, yeah
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find my, yeah
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find myself, oh
I need to find my
I learnt a lot from watching lovers and fighters
And friends turn to rivals with hands on the bible