Lyrics: Y C K
Music: Y C K
Colder but I’m burning up
The leaves will fall another day
Constant rotation
And slow-reaching sequence
Speaking but I’ve heard enough
The high regard it will decay
Abject temptation
That can’t be relinquished
Too much exposition I’ve written my own soliloquy
I’m speaking what’s on my mind ain’t restrained and it’s like I’m filter-free
But I’m remarkably average my life is full of almosts
So I’m nobody you wanna try emulating no I don’t mean to boast
Lead a double life inexplicable how I’m juggling
Between my obligations and leisurе I’m always struggling
What I be planning is grand and ambitious
Topics are litigious
Outta my way not betting on mе
I’d rather accomplish it than wish it
Ask if something’s wrong I say I’m just mean mugging
A weekly mental health check that really means nothing
If I was bout to end myself I don’t believe a hotline
And person on the other phone will show me that it’s not time
Say that I belong but it’s often I don’t feel so
Yeah the truth can hurt I’d prefer that you keep it real though
Honesty can change a whole moment when least expected
Resentment’s a selfish business but hard to not be affected
Colder but I’m burning up
The leaves will fall another day
Constant rotation
And slow-reaching sequence
Speaking but I’ve heard enough
The high regard it will decay
Abject temptation
That can’t be relinquished
In a web of lies I’m tenderizing nests like I’m a spider
Grab a noose and wear it like a chain I’m bout to wrap it tighter
My relief is in a bottle my relief is in a lighter
Been diseased 24 years I guess that I’m a fighter
What’s it gonna take to sabotage and pacify me
Finally noticed when I stopped it seems they’re passing by me
Lot of us got a particular urge of an ending
That’s looming within and it’s constant
It ain’t a mystery but I don’t typically
Wanna indulge in it been too despondent
Think I’m of a sound mind well it’s quite the contrary
Avalanche of comments I’m underneath my thoughts buried
Words can’t be retracted I appear I’m unable
To be complete so I adapted held together by staples
Damn emotional baggage my anti sociable habits
An unapproachable man and what’s non-negotiable happens
Formulate a tactic outlining my discontinuance
And should avoid attention whatever’s most inconspicuous
Frozen, a moment suspends
A fluttering motion in space
That reminds you, you want more
Hoping, as though it’ll mend
And cover the broken embrace
You’re alright with that flair of yours
Frozen, a moment suspends
A fluttering motion in space
That reminds you, you want more
Hoping, as though it’ll mend
And cover the broken embrace
You’re alright with that flair of yours
Colder but I’m burning up
The leaves will fall another day
Constant rotation
And slow-reaching sequence
Speaking but I’ve heard enough
The high regard it will decay
Abject temptation
That can’t be relinquished