Every Day There's a Sunset

I give all to you until I disappear and there is no one left for you to give on back to until you disappear I am breathing you suffocating fear I choke on needing you when I disappear I give myself to all no forwards or backwards only when I’m gone only when you’re gone can you reappear manifest from lack I see without abstraction I give all to her til we overlap dark matter dispersing living in a lack of til we overlap there is space between gravity that pulls to voids and endless gaps I give all to all give without a goal proximate rotations close but never whole I give all to her I am torn in parts raining light and matter breaks but never shatters