Lyrics: Muhammad Nurudin/Nadira Mohd Diah/Naim Fauzi
Music: Farid Sabaruddin
Imma be honest
Honesty ain't my best strength but,
Today I'm bout, I be writing bout my best yet
Keeping it blunt, facing them all like head first
Hell of a run, honestly it's my best year
Now I ask myself what's next? What you gonna do?
3 years in and I'm barely even 22
Little cousin looking at me like "how you do this bro?"
Kalau aku tahu aku prolly dah bagitahu doh
Do you still got fears? Yep
Do you still got tears? I do
Do you still feel like you've been burning out after all these years? I do
I'm staring at the ceiling at nights
I'm thinking bout the better days where I give meaning to life
I know my songs don't show em, I've been turnt up
Instrumentals like a best friend when I'm burnt up
Handling my problems with worst luck
Asking them who next? I be first up.
That's real
Cause I do this for me
Not into the weekend
No one else but me
Does it better
I am sorry
If I seem different
Nothing but the truth and I mean it
Sometimes I feel like I'm on top of the world,
some nights I question my existence while I'm counting my worth,
sometimes I feel like I don't deserve a single shit that I've earned,
some nights I try to relocate with all the spliffs that I burn,
but I aint tryna stop now cause its my victory lap,
don't ever come here tryna tell me that I need to relax,
180 on the dash god I hope I don't crash,
pushing thru tryna get it all up in my bag,
who woulda knew that I would make it this far,
a year ago was busy dreaming and now I'm leaning with stars,
best believe me, I've been fiending, for this moment my whole life,
this shit is all I got so when I'm spitting I tote mics,
I keep it honest tell no lies, guess I got nothing to fear,
cause when I look up to my mama I see the reason that I'm here
so imma hold tight,
as I'm braving thru the storm the only thing that's on my mind is that I hope that I just don't die
Cause I do this for me
Not into the weekend
No one else but me
Does it better
I am sorry
If I seem different
Nothing but the truth and I mean it