The Lack Thereof

Lyrics: Jordan Lindley Music: Jordan Lindley Laying in my bed Convinced that I'm the only one awake Inside this house The world, or outer space Window switching bumble, tinder Instagram, and all the other shit that shows A body with a face I toss and I turn and I try to forget her name and earlier I asked if God Would rid me of excessive thought Obsessing's never really got me far So I search for signs I check the walls X's, lines, or siren calls Anything to silence me will do Ignoring that the lack thereof could mean as much, or more, than signs do Leaving them on read Pretending I'm someone that's cold and cool I bought a juul to be like Sasha Sloan Mental switches leave me wishing I could want you less and grow Even though I still don't know what changed I lost my turn, but I can't unlearn the game So earlier I asked if God Would rid me of excessive thought Obsessing's never really got me far So I search for signs I check the walls X's, lines, or siren calls Anything to silence me will do Ignoring that the lack thereof could mean as much, or more, than signs do Earlier I asked if God Would rid me of excessive thought Obsessing's never really got me far So I search for signs I check the walls X's, lines, or siren calls Anything to silence me will do Ignoring that the lack thereof could mean as much, or more, than signs do Ignoring that the lack thereof could mean as much, or more, than signs do