Lyrics: Łukasz Mazurkiewicz
Music: Michael Warren
And I don’t know what to tell you
Held myself back too many times
I know it’s all up to me but I guess I’m just too weak
And I cry myself to sleep
I don’t want nobody to see this side of me, it’s way too deep
It’s not good for me
I been know that but I’m caught up in my ways
I’ve been trying to escape my fate
It’s hard to breathe, and i keep carrying this weight around
But I all I want is to feel safe and sound
I want 2 run away when I wake up
But there is nowhere I can go
When I feel I have to be hard enough
You make me feel I have no bone
Sleep pills and day pills make me feel unreal
It must 2 be clear between you & me
I didn't mean to be so bad I think
Im overwhelmed by this
Half alive, half dead
I wash my throat with poisons again
I think I need to rest because Im not myself
And I don’t know what to tell you
Held myself back too many times
I know it’s all up to me but I guess I’m just too weak
And I cry myself to sleep
I don’t want nobody to see this side of me, it’s way too deep
It’s not good for me
I been know that but I’m caught up in my ways
I’ve been trying to escape my fate
It’s hard to breathe, and i keep carrying this weight around
But I all I want is to feel safe and sound