Dear future self

Lyrics: Synthion Music: Synthion Wandering, Shrouded in the past Shivering, Waiting for the storm to pass Finding peace, But emotions washed away At what cost, Am I standing here today? I decided that I didn't need those memories So why, oh why, am I still shedding tears? I cut ties with the past, but I'm hanging by a thread Please set me free Until then I cry for Promises that shattered into fragments The future of myself burned into ashes Was I really at fault? Did I really deserve my fate? I'll wish upon a star to trust in my own future 'Cause I can only go on if I'm believing That one day I'll look back on these hardships as memories Don't give up, dear future self I was told that I'd figure it out eventually So why, oh why, is the future still opaque? Was it all just a lie that time would heal everything? Tell me the truth I cry for promises of a better tomorrow Don't want a resolution wrapped in sorrow What's the point of a story without a happy ending? 'Cause I know even if it didn't even matter I'm satisfied to know I've won the battle At the cost of my heart I'll believe in a future of me Please stay strong, dear future self And on that day when I finally find the answer I hope that I'll have become a little stronger 'Cause there's a better me I have yet to become, so I'll trust In the future of myself