111 kills

Young age, big stage, pressure on my spine Thoughts in my head doing overtime Scroll too deep, yeah I’m losing my mind Every comment feel sharp, every word feel signed They don’t see the nights I don’t sleep at all Replaying one mistake like it caused my fall Inner voice loud, yeah it talk too tall Hardest enemy’s me when the lights go off Too young, too weak, that’s the rumor spread Too calm, too quiet, must be scared instead I carry every doubt that they never said Still queue up the game with it stuck in my head Yeah I hear the noise, yeah I feel the weight But the timer don’t care, it won’t ever wait I just wanna play my game, lock my aim No faces, no names, just frames and flames Let ‘em talk, let ‘em type, let ‘em hate I just wanna play my game, play my game I just wanna play my game, stay clean Mute the crowd, mute the chat, mute the scene They don’t know what it cost to compete I just wanna play my game, play my game They judge from a phone, never been in the seat Never felt the choke when the round on repeat Backseat pros with opinions cheap Calling shots they’d never dare to take in the heat They love to rewind every miss I made But skip every clutch, every debt I paid Switch sides fast when the meta change Same mouths loud but the facts don’t stay You type “washed” from a borrowed chair I fight real time with a loaded stare Say I fell off, say I’m not there Still top fragging while you breathe my air Mind on fire, heart on mute Thoughts go loud right before the queue World too heavy, room too small But when it’s live, I forget it all I just wanna play my game, play it right One map, one life, one focus, one sight Let ‘em drown in the noise, I’m locked in tight I just wanna play my game, play my game I just wanna play my game, no disguise Not the player they want, just the one I am When the screen lights up, I’m alive I just wanna play my game, play my game No debates No replies Just the game And my time