The Lichtenberg Figure

Lyrics: Florestan Durand/Mattéo Buil-Gelsomino/Amaël Durand Music: Florestan Durand/Mattéo Buil-Gelsomino/Amaël Durand I'm not the greatest writer Oh, I'm not the greatest, no I'm not perfect, not even novelist This time you better listen up Oh, life have barely changed Twenty-two, still pissed Plenty of shits in the backpack And Nikes on my feet Many pieces are missing Since I came back home I can't deal with my own life I'm incomplete Another empty wreck... Shit! I'm just the shell of a man which is absent I'm wearing his skin but I'm partially vacant What I have is far from being gold But I write open-hearted, my balls in the inkwell **** it, I'm done with swallowing bullshit Since hitting it off has become an addiction I needed more than these words Going nowhere To show you that my life is not such a poem Some black clouds will get so much bigger No matter how lucky I am I've never learned how to live with the thunder My heart is a lightning rod And I'm walking under a thunderstorm Mesmerized by the lights. With my eyes half shut. I do live through these lines, Writing this song just to say what I got to I need much more than these words Just to show you that it's a struggle To be able to believe in this life Hey! Hey! I write with my heart open Hey! Hey! Even if it can be so callous Hey! Hey! Just listen This heartbeat have so much to say I just can't keep it in I just won't it in I'm not the greatest writer And this isn't the greatest song I'm not perfect, not even novelist I'm not saint I'm not a ****ing prophet **** this, I'm just drifting I keep moving pushed by the movement I'm still trying to pull the strings of my ****ing life Oh, you can keep the pain, the fame, The money and the whores 'Cause I'm a body-shaped shell in a sorry state My friends, you better listen! This man you see now isn't totally different, Along the road he thought he'll found himself A ****ing sense at these goddamn feelings I'm just the shell of this man which is absent I'm wearing his skin but I'm partially vacant What I have is far from being gold But I write open hearted, my balls in the inkwell **** it, I'm done with swallowing bullshit Since hitting it off has become an addiction I needed more than these words Going nowhere To show you that my life is not such the poem I'm just the shell of this man which is absent I'm wearing his skin but I'm partially vacant My heart is a lightning rod And I'm walking under a thunderstorm Mesmerized by the lights