i think of you all the time

(I think of you all of the time) (Now that you’re gone) (I’ve been doing all kinds of d***s) (To get you out of my mind) Out of my mind (I think of - ) Hmm, ok Give me 5 minutes I just bought you this car, didn’t think I’d say goodbye in it I brought you some pretty flowers, but stomped ‘em down the drain Built this room to keep us safe, but ain’t no stopping a train Yeah of course I’d go crash, if you actually asked me Nasal cavity bleeding because I crushed it with candy Rampantly been doing blasphemy and acting a heathen My garden got no fruit Losing a lot more than I’m seeing It’s all confusing When I see you now and then I feel like puking When I picture us again Life will start blooming When I start accepting it’s the end (It’s the end) (Oh it’s the end) I think of you all the time (All of the time) Now that you’re gone (Now that you’re gone) I think of you all the time Now that you’re gone (Now that you’re gone) (Now that you’re gone) ‘Kay It’s all over now I’ll promise it’s the last time I’m running back into your word, open to Acts 9 Yeah, it’s been easy to deceive me when I’m half-blind That’s what the devil want I’m there so you can’t backslide Resurrected and baptized All because it’s glory This salvation is the sinner’s most important story It took me losing everything to see what he did for me (Ay) Life been feeling different, I’ve got joy in the morning Life had no meaning, I feel alive again Baby you’re leaving, so open my eyes again Lost you while healing, but God led us back here in the end (Yeah, in the end) I think of you all the time (Yeah, I think of you, I think of you) Now that you’re gone (Now that you’re gone) I think of you all the time - Dang, been waking up past breakfast time Hitting fast food, barely driving out the exit line Thinking ‘bout you often, got me trouble, secrets kept in mind Praying out to God for the peace I request to find 1 John 5 told me I should know I’m saved All because he died, all them sacrifices that we’ve made Sometimes I just question if I use religion to in vain? Hurt you then apologize, don’t recognize your heart is frayed Dang, I’m such an a***ole I can feel you staring as I’m eating casserole I’ve been living out of touch, such a hassle I don’t deserve to have a queen inside my castle When I’m hurt, I’m conceded I told you words, I don’t mean it I’m struggling, not defeated Lay on the floor when I’m heated Apologize, then repeat it Brain wish I could delete it My spirit been trying to free it Keep guiding me where I’m needed