And you'll just take him to your bed
While I always take you to my head
And all these expensive ****ing shots
Taste of the words I never should should have said
I guess my body language mislead
The times I ignored you, you just misread
Please just push me to the edge
Darling I'm not afraid of the dead
Sometimes I still wish you would comeback
But now I know there's no reason to say crap
Remember how we said we would travel the maps
Whatever happened to the girl that once said that
Are you happy working a nine to five
Are you happy with where you're at in life
I know you still think of that all the time
Choking back the bitter taste of suicide
Remember when I sat up alone and I cried
Hope you understand that feeling now every night
I hope the thoughts tear you apart from the inside
Because I ****ing died for you
Yeah I ****ing died for you..
Every time I sleep, you are who I see
Sad you aren't what you want to be
You're not with me you're incomplete
You have a man who's in college
Crazy how I have more knowledge
Of who you are I know you feel fallen
Your life's stalling you'll soon be calling
I'll ignore every single message
I hope I won't ever regret this
Why did you have to ****ing exit
You made my life such a ****ing mess bitch
Remember all of the days, I promised you I'd stay
No longer can with my mind state
I can't love you in the same way
And you'll just take him to your bed
While I always take you to my head
And all these expensive ****ing shots
Taste of the words I never should should have said
I guess my body language mislead
The times I ignored you, you just misread
Please just push me to the edge
Darling I'm not afraid of the dead