Music: Timur Sajachmetov/Eric Toddwilliams
Lyrics: Carl Exantus
And it's like I know I'm a good person (Egonbeup)
But I'm so ****ed up in my head (I don't be thinking straight)
And I've been crying out for help in these songs (I be talking about changing and shit)
(Come on, come on)
I swear, I be taking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise
Swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
Bitch, pass the black and mild
Bitch, lay the pussy down
Why these niggas steady dissing when they know they out of town?
Mama, why I never listen? I burn all these bridges down
Nigga, why I'm always tripping tryna kill a nigga now?
It's a thug paradise, is where I live
And they gon' have to give me all the love that I done give
I'm sick and tired of always totting guns, I wanna live
Some times, baby, I just need a hug for being real
Society tryna make the judge give me some years
And I'm gon' want some blood every time I shed a tear
Tryna play me like a duck and then I flew up out of there
I be lyin' like a **** I say, I never have no feel
'Cause girl, I'm scared
I know I'm wrong
But life ain't fair
Put it in a song
My head ain't here, but I still remain strong
I see it clear, I gotta pay for all my wrongs
I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges
Wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?
They gon' wanna see us dead before they ever see us up
And I'm living by that lead, I say I'm dead, I give it up
You don't love me like you say, what the **** happened to love?
I say my nigga doing bad, he still ain't give no body up
'Cause all we see is red, we got no home
I done laid this bed and I don't wanna sleep alone
I ain't got no friends, why the **** I'm all alone?
Ride to the end, they know I'm coming with that chrome
And I don't wanna die, Lord
But they gon' have to give me what I strive for
I know them niggas come for me but what's to hide for?
Tipple X, you and me is what I die for
Come on
I swear, I been talking but nobody wanna hear me
Mama, I'm so heartless 'cause the way these people did me
V-A-D apartment, we were thugging with that glizzy
I'm steady catching charges
Wonder when they finna get me
It's a thug paradise, swear I been here for a while
You know I cry 'cause it's so hard to smile
And I can't lie, I got that fire on me now
Say why my life been so hard since a child?