Lyrics: RTJ
Music: RTJ
Arranger: RTJ
Me and my homie sit down, we smoke another cig
My homie know me too well, so I take another swig
He told me not to go drown with this whiskey that I sip
Just hold me when I go down, when I’m too tipsy to spit
Problems in my mind, I don’t know how to speak
Gotten ill inside, I don’t ever live what I teach
Forgotten what it’s like to close my eyes and go to sleep
Caution with my lines, cuz they don’t like it when it’s deep
Like Mac said, the fact is, they don’t like it when I’m down
I rap quick and pass it, cuz I don’t deserve that crown
This rap shit is tragic, but I’m tryna flip that sound
I’m tryna flip that frown
Like I’m tryna flip that frown
Gotta keep on the grind cuz I can’t fallback
Need peace in my mind so I play tracks
I’m piecing my mind, gotta unpack
Feelings inside, gotta go and fight back
This shit making me go crazy on a daily
Someone save me
But maybe
I just keep on blaming me
Hella lazy
To the point where I can’t even face me
Don’t know what the **** I’m on
Stay strong but I do it wrong
Respawn on the break of dawn
Make songs till the day I’m gone
Wait on, this a marathon
So I put my faith into god
And I put my faith in my squad
They gon’ help me reach to the top
Please just help me reach to the top
All my life I feel like I’ve been holding my breath
When I’m chilling, I still feel this weight on my chest
Go and kill beats when I’m feeling this stress
I’m really doing my best
I don’t ever rest
Hope this just a test
At times I feel like I’m the source of all pain
So stay away, know it’s okay, I’m used to standing in rain
I take the blame, can’t break these chains, so lemme stay in my lane
I ain’t sane, can’t make the change, it’s a shame what I have became
I need a pitstop, maybe add some petro
Climbing to the hilltop, I guess I can’t let go
Rhyming till the beat stops, it never stopped yet though
Fighting till the mic drops, then put me onto death row
Cuz this my existence
I don’t need no biscuit
I don’t need assistance
I just stay persistent
So please just keep your distance
If you can’t stay consistent
Don’t want you in my system
Don’t want you on my conscience
Cuz I can’t handle all these burden
Close curtain, I’m hurting
A surgeon uncertain
I open my organs
See swollen emotions
Drink bourbon while working
I’m a person who’s broken
But I leave it unspoken
Like I’m frozen in motion
I’ve chosen this notion
Cuz I can’t go back on my promises
And I can’t let down my accomplices
For me that’s what I call common sense
So I can’t turn off these monitors
No I can’t turn off these monitors
No I can't turn off these monitors
So I have to believe that there’s light in the dark
That scar on my arm reminds me that I gotta go far
So I stop my car and put it in park
I just need another spark
Yeah, I know it’s bizarre
I say I have to believe that there’s light in the dark
That scar on my arm reminds me that I gotta go far
So I stop my car and put it in park
I just need another spark
Yeah, I know it’s bizarre