I poured her out in the morning
Like she's last nights beer
Full of her half smoked cigarettes
And my briefly conquered fears
I hoped it would feel different
But it still feels the same
I can hear her disappointment
When she says my name
Benjamin...
Why did you do it again?
Benjamin...
Are you even listening?
Benjamin...
Maybe it's the ADD
Or maybe I have
Narcissistic personality
Or maybe I'm just lazy
Like my Daddy before me
Rather have a drink
Than think about
The morning light
Rather have a drink
Than think about
Who I was last night
Benjamin...
Why did you do it again?
Benjamin...
Are you even listening?
Benjamin...
The last few years I've
Been living like
A burned out headlight
During the day I look
The same
But I'm dangerous at night
I've lied to myself
And I've lied to you
And I'll lie again
Before the day is through
And I'll keep on lying
Till I have nothing left to lose
Benjamin...
Why did you do it again?
Benjamin...
Are you even listening?
Benjamin...
Maybe it's the ADD
Or maybe I have
Narcissistic personality
Or maybe I'm just lazy
Like my Daddy before me
Rather have a drink
Than think about
The morning light
Rather have a drink
Than think about
Who I was last night
Benjamin...
Why did you do it again?
Benjamin...
Are you even listening?
Benjamin...
You want money
And you want fame
But you refuse to change
You just love the sound
Of your own name
Benjamin...
Why did you do it again?
Benjamin...
Are you even listening?
Benjamin...