Farewell

Lyrics: Maderlin Weng Music: Maderlin Weng Stalling until this one-way ticket Cut all my fingers and your hand's too clean to hold The bleeding only Made you Look away Now I'm away On an airplane My head hung low he saw me And asked "Are you Ms. Weng?" He didn't ask if I'm okay Can I say I'm not okay? To be selfish I know You don't wanna hear it But I can't say I am fine Everytime in my life Cuz Farewells Never went well If they did I'd never loved you I'm jealous of people Sitting next to you Or standing right beside you On the subway So unaware are they Don't even have a clue How desperate I am just to Tell you I miss you all over again A wistful kiss Before the gate After the tryst Amidst the bliss of ignorance Reminisce is your curse that I hope to lift Mine is too optimistic Their sanctuary disassembled Took his first step while she took off Met again He never played the last note Cuz Farewells Never went well If they did I'd never loved you I'm jealous of people Sitting next to you Or standing right beside you O On the subway So unaware are they Don't even have a clue How desperate I am just to Tell you I miss you all over again Boy, I might've complicated Reality with my imagination Our phantom dissipated Before the mind could even catch it mmhm Man, the pleasure we had was marinated in my tears How'd you like that? You tried to lie for my comfort I had to smile and say I was fine But Our Fare-well was truly hell And it was because I loved you It's a strong word that I use Excuse my language It's confusing to me Too On the airplane I am aware they Don't even have a clue How desperate I am just to Tell you I miss you all over again No, it's not No, it's not all over I knew it from the start I'd do it over again No, it's not No, it's not all over I miss you I knew I'd end up saying it again All over again All over again