Lyrics: Eva Butcher/Alaska Belle Sargent
Music: Eva Butcher
I just wanted a safe space
Now I’ve thrown it away
The pastel castle of colours
Floods as blood fills the space
In between
I just wanted a safe space
Now I’ve ****ed my life up
Cotton mouth with a headache
Smear my shitty makeup
In between
And it feels so bad
But not for long
Now I’m thinking out loud
Do you really value me?
If you cared you would’ve called
When I told you I was bleeding
Given chance after chance to change
But everything just stays the same
But me
I just wanted a lover
Now he’s thrown me away
The image they put on TV
Will fall down any day
That’s not me
And I don’t wanna pretend like it is
I just wanted a lover
Now I’ve ****ed my life up
Cotton mouth with a headache
Smear my shitty makeup
That’s not me
Just a person I was
Now I’m thinking out loud
Do you really value me?
If you cared you would’ve called
When I told you I was bleeding
Given chance after chance to change
But everything just stays the same
But me
Onomafy your chroma, cotton mouth
We spin around the roses, common sound
Common sound, lost and found
Lost and found, love line, no doubt
Guardian angel flows through ocean rays
The wind could turn the tide, but hesitates
I lose myself in visions, trauma wakes
Trauma wakes, I'm scared it can lead to heartbreak
Now I’m thinking out loud
Do you really value me?
If you cared you would’ve called
When I told you I was bleeding
Given chance after chance to change
But everything just stays the same
But me
Reach out to me
Let me see your love line on the palm of your hand
Reach out to me
Let me see your love line but it’s not even there