Feel so scared
And underprepared
When i'm next to you
Feel so scared
And underprepared
When i'm next to you
I feel so weak
I can hardly speak
When i'm next to you
Fxxk, drxgs in my system
Got the whole world shakin'
Thought you were mine
I was yours for the takin'
Fakin', love, for a demon
I'm just tryna find a motherfxxkin' reason
Search through the rain, all seasons
But I can't hide the pain
Don't even act like you loved me back
You just loved my fxxking drxgs
Every night heart attack
I thought you were the one
Heart looking like a setting sun
Blackout drunk from all the fxxking rum
And I can't help myself but think, damn
I guess I'll have another fxxking drink
Toast to the memories we had, huh
Tryna cleanse my soul from the bad thoughts
Dig a grave, just let them rot
Cause I gotta move on, can't fxxking stop, damn
Feel so scared
And underprepared
When i'm next to you
I feel so weak
I can hardly speak
When i'm next to you
Do you ever feel tired?
Like you can't go on, but you must go on
Do you ever feel undesired?
Like you're just not wanted, just not wanted
Feel the drxgs in my veins
They're the nerves to my pain
I'd be lying if I said I don't enjoy it
(I fxxking love it)
Drown in the lake of my sorrows
Can't count the mistakes that followed
Heartbreak, heart ache, I'm lost
You're fake, I'm baked, I'm crossed
Tear down your pictures, it's time to forget you
Do another line as part of the scripture
All my pain locked up in the vault
To be honest, this is my fault
Feel so scared
And underprepared
When i'm next to you
I feel so weak
I can hardly speak
When i'm next to you