Lyrics: Patrick Kallenbach
Music: Patrick Kallenbach
I read the messages you wrote
I do it all in shame cause I know it's not the healthiest way to cope
I kept a box with all your notes
I wanna burn them but I just can't let it go
Sometimes at night I lay in bed
Just staring at the ceiling reminiscing
And memories are flooding through
Of all the things we said we'd do but didn't
To you I'm just another sin
No one else could understand
Just what I'd give for one more chance to see your eyes
To let you go, I can't decide
But I'd sell my soul for one more night of you and I
You know I hate goodbyes
I still got ties to all your friends
I still got photos of the time we spent together near the end
I still get nightmares that you've left
But I embrace them cause I see your face again
Our photographs were digital
But blur your eyes and God does it feel real
It's seared into my retinas
The night you said I'm not enough for you
The fire in your eyes were burning blue
No one else could understand
Just what I'd give for one more chance to see your eyes
To let you go, I can't decide
But I'd sell my soul for one more night of you and I
You know I hate goodbyes