Lyrics: Nathan Fuller
Music: Nathan Fuller
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately, ooh
Oh, baby, haven't been myself
('Sel-'self) ay, ay
Off myself, let off a hunnid rounds
One moment, I'm gone, the memories lost through like it's lost and found
I can never go back, and I cannot fathom all of the thoughts around you
The bullets fly, you wanna die, I pull up, they surround you
Soul burnin' in hell like I cannot breathe
When it's dark outside and the lights go out, this choppa knock like guys
Up at your front door, breathin' ash and gun smoke
Gettin' up off my ass, I'm breakin' bread like I done cut dough
But as of lately, I haven't felt myself
I stay inside the crib, and I hold the pain I felt
Like have you been good? Give me time, it's hard to tell
You a bitch, you understood? I got your bitch, she do me well
As-as of lately, I haven't felt myself
I stay inside the crib, and I hold the pain I felt
Like have you been good? Give me time, it's hard to tell
You a bitch, you understood? I got your bitch, she do me well
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately, ooh
Oh, baby, haven't been myself-'sel'-self-
Ever since you left, I haven't seen the sun
I'm always alone, I'm runnin' for somethin' I can't even see
My couch is always there for me to feed the loneliness
I'm gettin' older, guess I gotta get with the new times
I get sick of the old rhymes, come in equipped with the .45
Baby, you got me so high, so high, so high, I can't even breathe
My feet have left the ground, somebody save me from myself
Somebody come rescue me
Baby bone so broken, I can only give you what's left of me
As of lately, life is such a tragedy, yeah
As of lately, I haven't felt myself
I stay inside the crib, and I hold the pain I felt
Like have you been good? Give me time, it's hard to tell
You a bitch, you understood? I got your bitch, she do me well
As-as of lately, I haven't felt myself
I stay inside the crib, and I hold the pain I felt
Like have you been good? Give me time, it's hard to tell
You a bitch, you understood? I got your bitch, she do me well
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately haven't been myself
As of lately, ooh
Oh, baby, haven't been myself