Music: Nicholas Stephen Bergere/Jacob Kavet
Lyrics: Nicholas Bergere/Jacob Kavet
Cause everytime i close my eyes
I cant find a reason why i
live this life pray i die
I try to do it right his time
Face my pride
But in the end im crying i don’t know why
Cause everytime im falling for the victim of another night, pressed,
Im crawling for a system where its never right
Keep me from the thoughts of digging deeper
I know im not a believer
But playing games with the reaper betting on my life
Cause everytime i close my eyes
I cant find a reason why i
Live this life pray i die
I try to do it right his time
Face my pride
But in the end im crying i don’t know why
Cause everytime i close my eyes
I cant find a reason why i
Live this life pray i die
I try to do it right his time
Face my pride
But in the end im crying i don’t know why
Im lost in a fog now
Got nowhere to go
Cause i don’t know what ive lost now
I see theres a sign
The lights are closing on me
With the weight of a fine line, ya
Im fellin chills up to my spine, ya
I hesitate just to buy time
Cause i know you cannot relate back to my life
And i don’t believe that i can find the way
Im broken pieces, try to fight today
These thought of me are lighting up my brain
I don’t think i can really find another way out
Im filled with doubt
Im so strung out just kill me now
Am i dead now
'Cause every time I **** up I'm lost
Life at what cost
can’t find a reason to press on
I’m done
what i've become
I’m about to break
I’m trying to find
Where I belong
Can’t take much more
Where am I now?
So far from home
Ive been living everyday on a repeat
got pain in my eyes when you see me
Feels like happiness took a back seat
Red carpet stained with my blood on the tv
Miss the days when I wasn’t trying to be
The next big thing, living so freely
now it's gone and I’m stuck all alone
In this plastic hell, I’m just a shell
Cause everytime i close my eyes
I cant find a reason why i
live this life pray i die
I try to do it right his time
Face my pride
But in the end im crying i don’t know why
I close my eyes
I cant find a reason why i
live this life pray i die
I try to do it right his time
Face my pride
But in the end im crying i don’t know why