Lyrics: Sharrow Vibes
Music: Sharrow Vibes
I waited for you every night
Like it meant something
Where patience could turn into love
If I stay long enough
You said you were trying
I said I believed you
We both knew the truth
I just loved you louder
I bent myself smaller
So you wouldnât feel trapped
I called your distant space
So I wouldnât feel left
I leaned for a smile on my chest fell apart
I kept choosing us
While you chose the dark
I didnât stop loving you
I just ran out of love
I gave you everything
Until there was nothing left
I beg with my silence
I cried without sound
I didnât leave because I wanted to
I left because I was empty now
Youâre still a reach for me sometimes
Like muscle memory
Like I wonât remember
What it cost to stay
You ask if Iâm doing okay
Like itâs a simple thing
Iâm not like i didnât lose myself
Trying to keep you with me
I didnât stop loving you
You made it run dry
I poured myself into us
Until I forget why
You say love shouldnât hurt this much
Maybe youâre right
But I didnât leave because I stopped loving you
I left because I survived
Now the quiet doesnât scare me it just feels end
I miss who I was before
But at least Iâm not burned
And if you ever wonder why Iâm gone
Why I did it for your dad
I didnât stop the wheel
I just run out of love to you