Music: Timmy Arvidsson You've been on my mind I can say that When you call me back just to fxck with me You can stay there Can't tell me what to do Now I'm really fxcking scared Wonder when my last day will be In this fxckin' mess (john) You've been on my mind I can say that When you call me back just to fxck with me You can stay there Can't tell me what to do Now I'm really fxcking scared Wonder when my last day will be In this fxckin' mess Late nights I've been Thinkin' what we could be All these thoughts in my mind Baby yes I said please But I'm crushed down Yeah I'm lost in my head (john) I'll be fine yeah I'm just better off dead Sorry baby I don't wanna be with you I didn't know that I liked you but I won't feen for you I won't dream for you No I won't skeem for you All these thoughts in my brain No I won't lean towards you Uh, me and you, uh What a fxckin' mess I tried to keep me and you together I tried my best I said fxck the rest I said fxck the rest All these demons in my brain Yeah they put me to text yeah You've been on my mind I can say that When you call me back just to fxck with me You can stay there Can't tell me what to do Now I'm really fxcking scared Wonder when my last day will be In this fxckin' mess, oh You've been on my mind I can say that When you call me back just to fxck with me You can stay there Can't tell me what to do Now I'm really fxcking scared Wonder when my last day will be In this fxckin' mess, oh You must believe that I'm so stressed out I might need your touch right now I might need some neck now You think that I'm playing with who? You think imma talk now You think that I'm stuck now Ask me ask me to come down you know I can't now No you can not ever see What is wrong with me (john) No I can not ever be what I wanna be I'm so stuck in this world I can't go out anymore I can't go out anymore