Music: India Louise Thieriot
Everybody told me, "Don't go near that boy
He's got a problem but he plays it coy
Don't go falling for his little tricks
You'll end up being just another one of his expendable side chicks"
Why didn't I listen when I had the chance?
Before I was invested and I couldn't move right past
Now I'm feeling conflicted, your face is in my brain
But my head, it's telling me that you ain't worth the pain
I've gotta stop putting my self-worth in guys
I've gotta practice loving myself first 'cause I
Hate this feeling of not being good enough
At least my momma tells me, it's your loss
It's your loss
It's your loss
It's your loss
Oh, oh
It's kinda funny, a couple years ago
Used to laugh at your unfunny jokes
As you got older, not used to being told no
Now I've gotta act like I'm okay with your incredible ego
Why didn't I listen when I had the chance?
Before I was invested and I couldn't move right past
Now I'm feeling conflicted, your face is in my brain
But my head, it's telling me that you ain't worth the pain
I've gotta stop putting my self-worth in guys
I've gotta practice loving myself first 'cause I
Hate this feeling of not being good enough
At least my momma tells me, it's your loss
It's your loss
It's your loss
It's your loss
Oh, oh
So many nights I've wasted staying up thinking, "What did I do wrong?"
Wish I'd had learned earlier not to compare myself, it's dumb
Easier said than done though and
So many nights I've wasted staying up thinking, "Will he ever notice me?"
It took me too damn long to realize it's his loss if he can't see me
Why didn't I listen when I had the chance?
Before I was invested and I couldn't move right past